Romans 7:1-3
We have died to the law and the sin that it reveals in us, but when will we quit dwelling in it? I find myself so often trying to do things that will make me look good or make God like me more. I know better than that, and yet I find myself returning to that pattern naturally. I don't know if it was how I was raised and taught to think, or what I came up with when I realized who I was and how much help I really needed. I want to quit trying to earn my salvation and rest on the reality of who God is. There is just so far to go!
Romans 7:4
I have died to the law, and been born in grace. And now I belong to another...I am not free except in that I belong to my creator and redeemer and love. The rightful owner now has say and rule in me, and I am to bear fruit. Oh I want to ber fruit, and that happens when I keep on in repentance
Romans 7:6
Reminds me of Jesus in John 4. The time is now when we will worship in spirit and truth. Let me not be so busy and self-fixated that I lose the voice of the Spirit and fall back into legalism instead of a joyful intimacy for being set free to follow and serve you. Awaken oh my soul and respond daily to this wonderful love that led Jesus to bear the dreadful curse for my soul and set me free. May I never forget what the High King of heaven did to purchase me, to buy my freedom and hope. I am in debt to God through Jesus for the price tht was paid, and let me never forget that my freedom is nothing more than a call to obediently follow and serve my King. May I serve with all my life, since that was what was saved, and may I serve with all my soul, since that was redeemed, and may I serve with all my heart since that was renewed and healed, and may I serve with all my mind since it was finally cleared and cleansed.
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Free to serve
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Sunday, August 8, 2010
Grace choosing
Romans 6:20-21
Freedom from righteousness, the ability to do whatever I want without regard to anyone or anything. And how does that end? In fruit, but fruit that I am ashamed of. Wow, if that's not the truth I don't know what is. And I have seen how that ends in death. I think of times in my life when I lived without regard for righteousness, and honestlty those are the times now that hen I reflect I realize I am not proud of them, and in all reality didn't enjoy that much at the time. I can see how my selfishness and seeking of myself was just slowly sending me to my own death. AARRGGHHHH! I should insert Romans 7:25. Thank God through Jesus Christ our Lord! His grace was so much bigger, His patience so much longer, His love so much deeper than I deserved, expected, wanted. Only He can save, only He can change my heart, only He can make me right. He is my God and I will serve Him, and I will always run to Him, especially when I fail and run from Him.
Romans 6:22
The fruit I now get leads to sanctificaiton. Fruit of conviction, of repentance, of joy, oe hope, of worship, of truth, of honesty, of integrity. The end of these thigns leads to eternal life. not becuase they earn me anything, but because as I chose righteousness and respond to God by grace, then He produces these things in me. I don't sit around wishing God would chnage me, I fight my sin through the cross and run continually to God when I fail and allow me present suffering to draw me cloaser to Him knowing the hope I will one day realize.
Romans 6:23
Feel like this verse is taken out of context so much. I choose death or life. I act on death or life. I am a slave to death or life. I have esrned death by my sin, but I am free by the wonderous grace of God to choose Jesus and life. It all depends on me to choose which I will be a lsave to, but that's all the depends on me. Because I can't save myslef no matter how I try, all I can do is choose Him by admitting how sinful I am and falling prostrate deoending on His grace. Thus in my weakness I am made strong. The cross changes everything, or it chnages nothing. I decide which it will be for me because God offers me a choice, I'd be a fool to choose anything else but to be His willing and loyal slave all the days of my life. Now God give me the grace and faith to live out this bold statement from the mouth of a babe prone to wander and fall.
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Thursday, August 5, 2010
Choose Wisely
Romans 6:17
Obedient from the heart. Further proof that it is an inside out change. And although this passage talks a lot about choosing and action, it is all based on heart change first. Anything else is behavior modification and trying to earn God's favor which, as we all know, ends in frustration and death, because that is sin. It is sin because it is trying to add things to salvation. We are all broken, and while we were broken, God sent Jesus for us. And the double imputation on the cross is what justifies us. Not anything I do. So let God change me from the inside out, and as He does, then let that my choose to do the things that stir my affections for Him.
Committed. Not halfway involved or sometimes following, committed. A new life that dominates who I am and what I am becoming. Giving myself over to the process of santification.
Romans 6:18
And I willing choose this why? Because I have been set free from sin. I am only now really starting to understand how great that is. Sure I know all the surface things that means, but have you ever thought about what life should and could look like without sin ruling? Herr is that already...not yet tension again, but I don't think we should skip the already. There is freedom now. I DO NOT HAVE TO SIN ANYMORE. That is now a possibility. And if that is a possibility, then it is worth engaging and fighting for.
Romans 6:19
In Rome, 1/3 people were slaves, 1/3 had been slaves, and other 1/3 probably had slaves or were about to become slaves. Important to remember that for these guys, slavery was not a class or econmoic distinction. Slavery was much closer to a form of indentured servanthood, hence the term in some translations of "bond-servant." The idea being you choose who to sell yourself to work for and be loyal to. Now times have changed, but this analogy still remains. Who am I selling my life to and for what (see v21-22). I want to become a slave to sanctification. Can you even imagine what that could look like? What could God do with me if I really started striving to give Him all my heart, soul, mind and strength? Now that's exciting!
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Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Romans 6:12-14
Ok, so we're going backwards in Romans, but we're still in Romans, how can that be a bad thing?
Romans 6:12
Interesting to see that it says not to let sin make you obey its passions. This makes sense, I don't feel that when I sin I'm even doing my passion. I really think my passion is for God, but I don't always follow my own passion. Of course, notice the "therefore," which is referring to Romans 6:1-11 about the fact that we are dead to sin and alive in Christ.
Romans 6:13
There is choice. And if there is choice, then there is the opprtunity to make the right one (1 Cor. 10:13). I used to think that there were some sins we would in essence always be in bondage to, i.e. once an alcoholic always an alcoholic. But isn't that in reality just saying that sin is greater than grace? Surely the goodness of God is big enough to conquor the power of any sin that is in me. Temptation is always a reality, but there must be a point in which my heart can desire and love God more than it loves myself. God brings this change through the Holy Spirit from the inside out, but still I decide whether or not to participate in this chnage by the choices I make. To be free, then I must obey. I am understanding Galtians 5:1 more and more I think.
Romans 6:14
Sin will have no dominion over you... I need to hear that. As I struggle with lust and food, I need to know that these things do not have dominion over me. God is the one who has dominion over me. He has set me free, so I can live in Him and by His grace not put myself under the boothell of sin again. Love God more than yourself, love God more than your sin, choose life not death.
Paul is such a genius here. All this just makes so very much sense to me. As I read it I feel like a ight is going off and I'm like, "Of course! How could I not see that before?" Thank you Holy Spirit for continuing to grow and develop me so that I might be sanctified. It is so empowering, refreshing, rejuventing to know that God's grace is so complete and tht His love so amazing that He continues to work and chnage me. What a great God!
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Tuesday, March 16, 2010
No Seperation
Wow, way long time soince last blog. I'm going to claim it was because I was so busy...but the truth is laziness. Anyhow... let's get back to Romans.
Romans 8:38 Life can't seperate us fromn God's love. How huge, becuase life often makes me feel estranged and alone. I'm not scared of death and know God will be there, but it gives me great comfort to know nothing in life can seperate me from God's love. Not my foolish and selfish sins, not the circumstances of life, the tragedy of loss, the meanness of people. All those things can try as hard as they might, but they cannot seperate me from god's love through Jesus. Even supernatural powers have no effect on God's love, it is just too powerful for that!! My fears and worries can give me the illusion that I'm alone and unloved, but the truth is that is just an illusion. "Hell can't keep God's love away." God's love is so great it can save you from hell, if you'll respond.
Romans 8:39 Things are hard, and for our lives will be. Creation is shattered, humanity is broken and stained, circumstances are devastating. However...keep hope (8:25)! God is saving us through Jesus, and nothing can stop His love, except us. And even we can't stop it, we just reject it. Thank you for softening my heart so I didn't reject you! Thank you for penetrating through my stony heart and infusing me with your awesome love! Thank you for not giving up on me. Thank you for loving me!
OK...so I'm on Romans 9. Wow...never really contemplated God's sovreignity like I am now. Before I just wanted to believe what I wanted to believe, but reading this (scripture which I can't disagree with) is making me readjust some thinking... I'm not sure when I'll post on chapter 9, cause it is hard and makes my head hurt trying to fit it's broadness in my narrow thinking. Anyone who wants to though, feel free to read the chapter and drop me a line on your thoguhts.
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Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Labor Pains...Uuuggghhh!
Probably don't need to keep mentioning it, but these blogs will make much more sense if you have read previous posts and will have the scripture open as you peruse it. So let's get into it...
Romans 8:35: So if Jesus love us with that amazing kind of super-love, then regardless of what happens we shouldn't be shaken! All the things that are listed here are the present suffering we must endure now before we partake in the glory. The only way to make it through life and the things that we inevitably will have to walk through is the hope of Jesus and being completely redeemed in the end (see 8:25). Don’t listen t your feelings about God in the midst of the suffering of life, they will give you false impressions and ideas of what is happening leading to erroneous conclusions on why things happen. This scripture seems to make it very clear that the reality is we should expect to encounter these sufferings because we live as a fallen people in a fallen creation. Good to know as well that Paul isn’t writing this from some luxury suite somewhere, but is writing from the still fresh memories and experiences with this brutal world (that will shortly kill him), and the truth that he clings to that enables him to go on.
Romans 8:36: This is a quote of Psalm 44:22. The psalm talks about the people walking faithfully with God, and the end result they expect from that of God doing big things like He had in the past like leading them out of Egypt. What the writer of the psalm struggles with is that even though he and others are being faithful, things are not going well for them! Indeed, many of the people are being killed for their faith, even by their faith because they are relying on God and not man. “I do not trust my bow, I do not count on my sword to save me, it is You who gives us victory over our enemies, it is You who humbles those who hate us.” Psalm 44:6-7. And that very faith is what they cannot comprehend. They believe that faith means God should move NOW to deliver them and they can’t understand why He won’t when they fell like they’ve been faithful. Listen to 44:23, “Wake up, O Lord! Why do you sleep? Get up! Do not reject us forever!” And this is 44:26, “Rise up! Come and help us! Save us because of your unfailing love.” Is this not what Paul is talking about in all of Romans 8? Creation is fallen and groaning for salvation and redemption, but for now we must suffer through and hope. Hope in the truth that while it does not look like it, Jesus has begun the redemption process that will one day restore us and all of creation. And He has done this because of His great love for us, and at great cost to Himself (the cross). So now, in this fallen creation, things are not as they appear. There is death, heartache and struggle…but only for a little while longer. And in the midst of all of this God’s love remains a constant, bringing us forgiveness and adoption instead of condemnation. So there’s only one conclusion to be reached…
Romans 8:37: Because of what Jesus did, the victory is ours. Sin has been defeated, death is simply a transition, eternity is secured, hope is realized, love is conquering. These terrible things we experience now, are like the labor pains before the birth. At the time very painful and all encompassing, yet quickly forgotten and pushed aside when new life comes from them (See 8:22). We’re in labor, waiting to be reborn so yes, the things we experience are painful and large, and it is easy to let them make us feel forsaken. And yes, those labor pains will last our entire lives (even though that isn’t even a blink of eternity), but not forever. These labor pains cannot, will not, are not separating us from Jesus’ love…which has already sealed our fate through the Holy Spirit. We are God’s children!
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Tuesday, February 16, 2010
What love!
Ok, at this point can I say that I feel like I’ve never read Romans before? I’ve read it many times before, but the ENTIRE book seems like it is new to me. God is so good to speak and reveal Himself…what love! Enough of that though, got to get to the latest musings…
Romans 8:33-34: Selah…that’s Hebrew for “Stop, pause, meditate, let the enormity of what was just said sink in.” And after reading these verses, that is so what you have to do! Because the One with the right, the One who deserves to judge, condemn, forsake and destroy me has raised me up on the same level as His Son, so I am His son as well. And Jesus doesn’t forsake me, but is next to God pleading for my miserable soul. He loves me more than I think I’m worth. Me, the lustful, gluttonous, sluggard of a soul that He pleads for with His blood in front of the Father, our King.
What’s greater than love? What’s the word for the next level of love? Because whatever it is, that is what God is showing me. I obviously have no concept of love, because the love I see now is a pale reflection due to the fall. Jesus loves me. He thinks I’m worth pleading to the Judge for. God help me to accept this kind of love…because my mind wants to reject the notion that anyone would or could love me that way. And yet it is the truth! No wonder Jesus said, “And you shall know the truth, and it will set you free.” Wow. Makes me feel like Tom Cruise shouting, “I want the truth!” And God replies, “You can’t handle the truth, but it will save you anyway.” Brian Littrell puts it this way in his song “Over My Head”:
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What A Day....Eventually.
And so Romans continues, as it seems like it always will!
Romans 8:31: So knowing we will suffer, because of the fall and all that is entailed with that, this verse is easier to understand (context helps!). We can know that in spite of all that happens and will happen, that God is still for us, and one day we will see creation finally redeemed and we will sit at Jesus’ side!
Romans 8:32: Christ suffered, we will as well. So take joy in the sufferings now, because they are proof of the other side of the coin. We suffer now, we partake in glory later. Often this seems like a bad deal now, because we hate suffering and really don’t know how to cope. But think, what if that is true with God’s glory as well? What if that glory we will share in is so ridiculously good that we won’t know how to cope with that? Makes my head hurt…in a good way. People who are “cutters” cut themselves so they’ll feel something. In some ways I think our suffering is like that, to remind us that we can feel things. We feel pain, loss, frustration NOW…but,
When no heart aches shall come,
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Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Context, context, context
I try and tell everyone all the time that Scripture must be read in context if it is going to be fully understood and applied to our lives, even though sometimes it is entertaining to pick texts at random to make them say whatever you wish (I think that is actually a prerequisite to be a televangelist). So it is with a goofy grin I admit that one of the verses we’re going to look at today I had always taken out of context, or maybe more appropriately never fully understood until I took it in its context. So without Further ado…
Romans 8:26 Let’s be honest, everyone loves this verse, and why not, it is such a good verse, a comforting verse. But it is so much more than that, it is emblematic of God’s love and character that this verse appears at all! By the way, to get the whole gist you may need to read all of ch 8 or my previous posts first…but anyway. Things suck now because of sin. All creation is suffering (and we are a part of that creation) and longing for the day of rebirth when things will be remade the way that they were originally designed by God to be. So all we have left is hope, the Holy Spirit (hereafter referred to as The Holy Ghost, The Paraclyete, The Force, HS) who knows us better than we know ourselves and intercedes on our behalf to God. Of course it is a common problem not knowing what to pray, but how much more so when you realize that because of the fall we are so different from God that our best prayers fall so short of the perfectness that God has in mind. Then throw in the current suffering we are going through, and we don’t have the words or at times even the thought to speak to God. Think about it, if we don’t know how wonderful it is supposed to be, how do we know what to ask for? Things are so jacked up from how they should be that the HS has to pray for us with “groans words cannot express.” Wow. That’s pretty crazy…makes me understand better and better why the church used to close with the words, “Come Lord Jesus, Come.”
Romans 8:27 So God knows and loves us so well because He made us, that when things are like they are and we cannot communicate, the HS translates our hearts into God language and whisper it into is ear. That’s amazing, especially when you consider our state. So as we dwell in suffering (which we are loathe to do) we learn to rely heavily upon the HS more and more, and the end result is that our hearts and cries start becoming more closely aligns with God’s heart and will.
Romans 8:28 And because of that God takes all the suffering, groaning and complaining, and turns it into a highway that brings us right into His presence. What a verse! God is able to take our suffering, loss and hurt and can work them to be the tools by which we learn to completely rely on and dwell with Him through the HS. So our calling is not to pain and suffering free life, sin ruined any chance of that for everyone! And we allow it to continue to ruin us. No, our calling is to suffer through life now, relying completely on God to work things to draw us closer to Him, which was His plan all along if you think about it, to redeem humanity to be close to Him. But why does it have to be this way?
Romans 8:29-30 Because He had to make us like Jesus. If we want to live and get the glory (ie life not and eternally, relationship, joy) we too must suffer as Jesus did. God called us to die that we might live. Do you realize how jaw dropping this is? Through Jesus God chose us, He called us, restored us in relationship and gives us Jesus’ glory. So just like Jesus was forced to suffer now in this life before He sat beside the Father, so must we. Not as punishment (remember Jesus paid that on the cross) but as a natural result of living in a corrupt creation that is longing to be reborn. And our cries mingle in with all of creation for that rebirth…and God has called us to it, just not yet. So our suffering is not a penalty, but labor pains that make us cling to God desperately waiting for the day when we will all be completely renewed. No wonder it is so hard now, thank God this time will be short when compared to eternity, and thank God we have the HS to sustain us until that rebirth comes!
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Monday, February 1, 2010
The Way It Will Be...
Alright folks, today we're looking at Romans 8:19-25. And this might be a little out there, but bear with me and let your imagination have a little more freedom than you normally give it, after all it does us good to imagine, especially since we tend to not use our imagination much spiritually, which is pretty sad since God is so great that the only real way to conceive of Him is with that same imagination. All that being said, let’s start.
8:19: The world is waiting for the end. It has had enough of this charade, this numbing down of everything since the fall, and it can’t wait until the day we’re reunited with God and things are set right. Think much about how the earth feels about what we did, and are doing to it? Not to get all tree-huggery (huggery isn’t a word, but we’re using our imaginations remember?), but the truth is all of earth is God’s creation. We tend to think that just humans are God’s creation, but earth, stars, water, birds…all qualify. We’re all part of creation…and we’ve all been drastically affected by the fall, some more so than others. We can’t remember what things were like pre-fall, but what if the rest of creation could? Hmmmmm….
8:20-21: Sin came into the world, and what did it bring with it? Death. We always think that just meant for us…but what about the animals and environment? Who paid the first penalty for sin? The animals. Check out Genesis 3:21. God made Adam and Eve clothing out of animals, and death entered the world. And not only have we paid, but so has creation. It was not created for death and decay, but because of sin we now have that in the world. Ever wonder what the world was like before sin, and what kind of changes and limitations were put in it because of sin? What if animals used to be able to talk, but because of sin couldn’t anymore? Think it’s out there…then what about Balaam’s donkey? Either that was one smart ass (sorry, couldn’t resist) or perhaps God allowed it to be as it used to be. Who knows, but makes you wonder. And if because of sin death and decay entered in, have you ever thought about how that could have muted things, even wonderful things. What if the beautiful blue sky we see, is just a sad faded representation of what blue is really supposed to look like? And the green grass a sad mottled representation of what green was supposed to be? To quote the famous song, “Things that make you go HMMMMM.”
8:22: And here’s why I don’t think I’m so far out there (be quiet Michelle), creation itself longs for the day when it is set free and restored to what it once was. That’s got to beg the question, what was it like before? Even now the world struggles with itself like it is, knowing that it is messed up and not how it should be, how it will be. And how much does our sin of greed compound that as we for all intents and purposes rape creation for “things,” further scarring and decaying what was once perfect (by the way, it was God who said that) for our own pitiful little gains now? What will things look like when it’s all fixed and made perfect again?
8:23: Ok, here’s where we can let the imagination really run. Think of the closest you’ve felt to God through the Holy Spirit, be it a time of solitude, prayer, worship, or joy. That is like the preview, the trailer for what creation will be like when Jesus comes back and everything is restored to its pre-sin status. All the results and side-effects of sin will be removed, and instead it will be like it was always designed to be. By the way, take this passage as further proof that we won’t be sitting on a cloud mindlessly strumming a harp in eternity, but will in all likelihood be tearing through a new and virgin earth created as God always planned and designed, in the company of that same Creator reveling in the joy of being and being in the presence of rightness and goodness and love and joy and pleasure and belonging and holiness and truth. And that won’t be a vacation that will end far too soon, but will constitute our being for eternity. We will get to live on and experience Earth 2.0, and here’s where it gets really crazy, we get to experience it in Body 2.0. That’s right, we get new bodies (further proof that we won’t be some boring non-corporeal beings in the ether) that don’t have any of the problems ours do now like cancer, asthma, tiredness, migraines, back pain, bad breath, dandruff, arthritis, Alzheimer’s (I love the irony that people will one day forget that Alzheimer’s ever existed) and every other rotten decaying death bringing thing we must currently contend with because we choose to be sinful beings instead of living in covenant relationship with the God who loved and made us. Who knows, maybe these new bodies will be able to do things like fly, run 90 mph, lift a mountain, hear a flea speak, taste sunshine. I don’t know…but all those things would be pretty cool. I do know those new bodies will be able to worship better, if for no other reason that they get to be in the presence of the One that deserves that worship. Man, one day things are going to be very COOL!!!!!
8:24-25: But not yet…well, crap! Would be great if all this got to happen tomorrow, but we don’t know when it will happen. So we dwell now, in this corrupt, dirty, shrinking world we call home, missing out on what it means to be created by the Living God and walking in intimate relationship with Him, and for now we see through a glass but darkly of what it will be like. So why even hang that beautiful idea out there, why tease with a promise of someday? Because without that promise, we’d just die now. Without that promise, why go on? Without that promise, we’d have no reason to hope. And hope is the elixir that builds in us faith, and faith is what gives us the strength to go on in this buggy place, until the perfect comes. So here’s the plan: wait patiently, and with confidence that the God who created you, saved you by Jesus’ blood, and encourages you through the Holy Spirit will one day, “set right what once went wrong” (Yes that’s from Quantum Leap, but it’s GOOD!). And then life will really start…which is good because I’ve always wanted to experience real life.
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Thursday, January 28, 2010
2 Peter? What happened to Romans?
Doing my quiet time, on Romans as always, and was still chewing on Rom. 8:17. So I'm writing my personal reflections on the verse (which somewhere along the way has increased in length to a novella), when I decide to reference the fact that our sufferings really don't last that long now, especially in light of eternity. I knew that was from Peter, but couldn't remember where (it was 1 Peter 5:10). So I ended up reading 1 Peter, and that was so good I read 2 Peter and couldn't help thinking how fun that would be to peruse on Sunday nights, even though I'm pretty much decided to do Witness to the World on Sunday nights for the next 6 weeks. Anyway, I knew I was going to preach on witnessing (Nathan-new title still isn't imaginative but true, it's "Each One, Reach One") when I came across 2 Peter 3. Here's verses 8-9 and 15 from the New Living: 8 But you must not forget, dear friends, that a day is like a thousand years to the Lord, and a thousand years is like a day. 9 The Lord isn't really being slow about his promise to return, as some people think. No, he is being patient for your sake. He does not want anyone to perish, so he is giving more time for everyone to repent....15 And remember, the Lord is waiting so that people have time to be saved. This is just as our beloved brother Paul wrote to you with the wisdom God gave him. (By the way, notice Peter quotes Paul here, he must have read Romans too!). Everyone thinks Jesus has taken so long to come back, that He might never come back. But why is He taking His time? He wants everyone to get to be in relationship with Him! God wants people to be saved! Isn't that a good passage? Spurred me on to write a majority of my sermon based off them! I must We must live with intentionality and love people into the kingdom. Every day matters too much just to waste it. I have been reminded repeatedly lately how that if I will simply walk in relationship with the Father through Jesus, He will open my eyes and I will see tons of opportunities to do what I'm called to. And that if I grab those opportunities He will do amazing things in people, and I will be even closer to Him. The irony is great here, spending time with God makes me a better Christian. HA! God is so cool! I love Him!
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Monday, January 25, 2010
Romans 8:15-17
This will be quick. Looking at Romans as always.
8:15: Once again, it is so clear that how we act is our choice. We often want to cower and act like sin is the only option, but because of Jesus that just isn't the case. We're no longer mindless slaves following a will we cannot control. Instead, we are children who can run to our Daddy and lean on Him...if we will just choose to!
8:16: I like how NLT puts it, that the Holy Spirit, "speaks to us deep in our hearts." Yeah, can't explain it in words or thoughts, but many times I just know that I know that God is, and that I belong to Him and am loved by Him. Thank God for that continuing confirmation, or I'd wander away in a heartbeat!
8:17: First the side everyone likes. If we are with Christ then we get to share in all the good things, like eternal life, initmate realtionship with the Father, belonging, joy, etc... But nobody wants to read the secondhalf of this verse which reads, "But if we are to share in his glory, we must also share in his suffering." So we get all the privileges through Christ, but we also get the responsibilities. It means my way dies and I pick His, even though that will cost me. It means obedience. Funny how everyone honors a soldier who out of duty and honor goes above and beyind to serve and die for his country, but thinks that the same kind of thinking doesn't apply to our relationship with God through Jesus. What else did Jesus mean when He said to pick up our cross and follow Him? We follow Him to our death, and then find life. I pray to be that bold, to take the call that seriously, to go wherever He asks regardless of the cost.
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Thursday, January 21, 2010
Prayers and Pennies
Two huge things that I want to give God the glory for! First, there is a guy I have been praying for since last October. For a chance to develop relationship and for Him to start a relationship with Jesus. Last night after AWANAs, I stopped to chat with him, and we talked for 15 minutes about his past, where he kind of is with God, and why a relationship with God is vital. WOW! I had been praying for this guy in my quiet time in the morning and that evening here I am sitting and talking to him about things that matter for eternity! He's not ready to decide yet, but I'm forming relationship with him and am planting seeds. Not because I'm smart or so good at that, but because God hears prayers and moves through the Holy Spirit to put us in places to love His people. God does all the work putting us in the right place at the right time with the right heart, so all we have to do is open our eyes and jump on the opportunities He throws our way! Makes you look at Phil. 4:13 in a new way when you think about it like that.
Second, I had an interesting talk with Jentri (my 6 year old daughter) last night. She had been given a dollar by a lady the other day and wanted to talk to me about how to spend it last night. She asked me what to do with it, and I asked her what she wanted. She said that she wanted a snack from school, but she could bring one from home so she didn't want to spend it on that. Then she thought perhaps spending it on her teacher, or giving it for Haiti. I asked her if her teacher really needed it, and she said no, but the people in Haiti did so she decided to give it to them. But I noticed she still wasn't happy, so I asked what the problem was. She asked if I had given money to Haiti, and I said yes. And she said that she felt like her dollar was useless because I could give so much more, and she wanted to give more and didn't have any money (in part because she had just emptied her piggy bank savings for the last 6 months into our Lottie Moon offering for foreign missionaries). So I smiled at her and had her sit in my lap and I told her that there was a story ab out Jesus she needed to hear.
I then told the story about Jesus and the pennies. One day in the temple Jesus was standing around watching as all the people came in and gave their money to help people. And there were some rich people who were coming up and giving $1000 at a time. And everyone would see their gifts and they would clap and say what good gifts they gave. And then a lady went up who very quietly gave 2 pennies, all the money she had. And suddenly Jesus got everyone's attention and asked if people had seen the woman's gift. Everyone said yeah, but what's the big deal since she only gave 2 pennies? And Jesus said that her present was the best gift given. Everyone was freaked out and said that didn't make sense since other people had given so much more than the lady. But Jesus said no, her 2 pennies were a much better gift. Because the people who gave $1000 had many more thousands of dollars at home, but not the lady. That was all the money she had. So her gift was more valuable to Jesus because she gave all she had to help others.
Jentri looks at me, and the biggest grin comes over her face and she says, "So my gift is the best?" And then I grinned back and said, "Yep." So she hopped up and put the money in her Bible to give Sunday. But we weren't done. She then asked me what the money would be used for. And I explained how it would buy food and water, and that those supplies would be given away to the people until they were gone. She then asked if everybody would only get one meal and one bottle of water. When I said yes, she got a very focused look on her face and said, "We all need to give more because it would be so much better if we could give everyone like 2 or 3 bottles of water, because more water is better." And I agreed. Then we prayed along with Landri (my 4 year old daughter) and we prayed especially for Haiti.
Now Jentri is not perfect, she can often drive you crazy and be a selfish kid, and I'm not usually such a good Bible teacher on the spot like that, but lat night God worked on both of us and taught us both something about what it means to love Him and to love others. And I'm glad that I get to walk on my spiritual journey with Jentri, because I'm already richer because of it. God is so good...
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Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Life...death
Was going to write about Romans 8:12-14. Shattering verses, you are under no obligation to live according to sin, because you've died to that. And if you willingly and wantonly continue on that path it leads to death, and shows that you have not died with Christ, so you won't live with Him. Proof you're living (even if you mess up regularly as I do) is seen in being led by the Holy Spirit. So it boils down to pride (ie. selfishness) in choosing me instead of loving God enough to choose Him...and yet factor in God's amazing love wooing me even then. See Will's blog for some good thoughts on this in Genesis: http://seriousperfectlove.blogspot.com/2010/01/simon-says.html.
But what's on my mind is life and death. I've been in the hospital a lot lately for church members. On Monday I got to hold a fresh (under 1 hour old) baby and hold him up and pray for God's blessing on His life. About an hour ago I stood at the side of a bed in another hospital and held the hand of a dear lady and prayed God's blessing on her as she laid there unable to speak or swallow. The similarities of those two settings were crazy. Two precious beings loved so dearly by God, and both so small and helpless. Unable to take care of themselves or to even vocalize their feelings, dependant on others to protect and nurture them. One just beginning life, one ending it. Such joy in one room, such sorrow in another, but both brought on by such deep love. Life is so short, and goes by so quickly...
I hope I don't waste any of my days. I pray that my talks with my little girls will leave them with a legacy of knowing and loving God. I hope my wife is thankful in 40 years to still have me around. I pray that my time in church is not wasted on empty words but deep relationships that change me and those I encounter for eternity. I hope to not be the man I am today tomorrow. I pray in thanks I am not the man I was. I hope...I pray. Life...death. Wow, so much is wrapped up in those three little periods between those two words. Life...death. So much to do.
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Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Clogging Your Mind
I've been camping out in Romans for what feels like forever. Came across this statement in Romans 8:5 "Those who are dominated by the sinful nature think about sinful things, but those who are controlled by the Holy Spirit think about things that please the Holy Spirit." So here's the image that pops into my head. Remember that commercial where a man is walking out if his house, and on the way out sees the really hot lady plumber going into the house next to his? He turns around and runs into his house and immediately tries to clog his toilet so he can get the plumber to come over to his house. He throws everything down the toilet trying to get it to clog. Dog food, golf balls, a potted plant, teal lights. And as he is desperately working, he looks up to see his wife looking at him like he's lost his mind. Is that not us?
We are in relationship with God, and our mind is being renewed (Romans 12:1-2, yes that's another Romans quotation). So we go out on our day, and we see something that seems really attractive, but that we don't have any business messing with. And immediately we start clogging our mind trying to justify and find some way to get that thing we want. And the sad part is we often succeed, and then we betray our wife (God, ignore gender this is just a metaphor and God isn't any gender anyway, I'm just saying we're in a monogamous relationship with Him) with some pretty thing we see. And then we look up to see God looking at us like we've lost our mind, because in essence we have.
If we're going to walk with God, we've got to quit clogging our mind, because we know that will lead to us cheating on God. Conversely, we know that if we focus on Him that it draws us closer and more intimate in relationship with Him. The question then becomes, do I love God enough to quit clogging my mind? Will I willingly quit putting inappropriate things in their that lead my heart astray, even if it's things I really like. In the end I guess it's a love issue. How much do I love God, enough to plunge my mind clean, or enough to talk about Him but cheating in Him behind His back. I hope to learn to love Him more!
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